Spinster.

Today I cracked out 5 10 page university application essays. In evening wear. Bitchezzz.




Lady Havisham xxx

Whimsical ponderings

I've always wanted to live in Norway.

Own world.

So disappointed in you. You have no idea.

What have I done?

I had forgotten how much it hurts. I imagine it's a bit like having children that you see every other weekend. It's startling to see how much you have all grown up - you're at the pub for Christ's sake! I regret all the time I've wasted being away from you guys. I miss you. Not everyday, no. Every other day? Yes. Yes.

The way I have acted has been selfish; to let myself be lead away like that. And as feeble and cliche as it sounds, there is a rather large sized piece of me that feels that I did it for you. I was suffocating you. You didn't feel like you could talk to me and that was my fault. My 'starting college' present was my departure.

I'm sorry.

I'm sorry.